Heart of Worship

   Sometimes when there is nothing else to do, you just gotta keep on keeping on. When you are exhausted beyond belief - whether physically, emotionally, mentally, socially, or spiritually - you just gotta make yourself keep going on. Keep pushing. Because, one you stop pushing - once you stop fighting - you're pretty much done for. Someone once told me, "Tiffany, as long as you are still fighting, there is still hope."


   I was going through a time in my life when I wanted to give up. When all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and do nothing. I knew that God loved me. I knew that there were others that loved me. I knew that, as long as I was still fighting, there was still hope. I didn't even want to go to church anymore. I questioned the point of going to church, etc, when I wasn't getting anything out of it. But, and Gold only knows why, I still kept going. I could not NOT go to church. It was like, I had planned to not go...and then I would end up there anyways.


   So, if you are struggling and questioning the worth of attending church, etc....just keep on fighting. Just keep on going. You may not see any "progress" now and you may not even know why you are still alive - but keep on fighting. Because, as long as you are fighting, there is still hope.


When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart


I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart


I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus


King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath


I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart


I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus